Rarely do I understand the journey when I am on it. I don’t know where I’m going half the time, the map is only half plotted, and sometimes, life throws in twists. Flat tires, accidents, emergency surgeries, bankruptcy. All sorts of random, usually unfortunate events. At least, those are the ones that stick out for me.
I am in the middle of a journey that has not been exactly how I imagined it. I quit my job because it no longer felt good. The thought of getting up and going every morning made me cry. Literally cry. I was sick with worry, anxiety, depression. So I made the decision and left. I felt so amazing my last week of work. Alive, filled with energy, joy and purpose!
That is where the map ended! The map is now blank, an open road leading to a beautiful sunset somewhere, beautiful music fading into the background and the words, “and she lived happily every after” rolling across the screen.
What is in between my today and my sunset tomorrow? I keep trusting that the universe will provide and give me what I need, even if it isn’t exactly what I want. So far, it has given me Tranzendance, a dance class by Daina Fawn (also my hammock yoga instructor); mornings spent in yoga and meditation; singing hikes; wonderful time spent with my amazing wife and other family members. What it hasn’t given me….yet….is my dream job or a massive client base for my Life Coaching business.
Does that mean the universe has forgotten me? Does that mean I should go back and beg my job back in a toxic, soul sucking environment? No…it just means that I have to trust that the experiences I am now having are giving me what I need to get to the final sunset curtain call. The TADA moment.
I know the universe has my back. These events and experiences are allowing me to learn and grow. I am going to sit back, and enjoy the ride, because I am only going to take this journey once!
Your Life Coach,
Felice
(P.S. I will be adding a new experience to my journey tonight, Sound, Alchemy & Your Divine Blueprint, at the Nurtury, in beautiful downtown Gloucester Courthouse if any one wants to join us!)
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